You don't even know my name...

Today would be the first time we met,
That’s what you always say.
You can’t hear me, I always talk to you with your back facing me
All I can do is love you from afar.
Just today, if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me? Hug me?
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disapprove
They say I'm crazy. But if I erase the world that would make you mine.
Why would I lose you to anybody else?
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything so that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart…